spinster

suddenly realized that i'm getting old - seriously. always thought that i'd get married between the age of 24 - 27 and now that i'm 24, don't think i'd actually get married within the next few years.

how did this topic come about? well, i bumped into boss' wife at the train station and it was a pleasant experience though short. anyway, i was thinking how sweet a couple she and boss make and their daughter is really adorable too.

then i wondered if i was being a kiss ass to boss by telling him how much i admire his wife. the answer came to a no, for we do have so much in common - personality wise. she has this quiet confidence and though she seems shy, her gestures and attitude towards people are warm and friendly (okay, maybe i'm not that nice but our personalities are almost similar).

i remembered that she was only a few years older than i am and that means she got married at about my age or so.

hence, the marriage thing. wonder if i'd ever get married. would like to have children but i'm not ready to settle down just yet. perhaps i'm afraid of commitments, though i never admit it. am still young and i certainly wouldn't want to be tied up (not literally, you bondage freak!) at this moment.

but i love kids and told my sister over the weekend about the boy i met in the train and how i wanted to adopt a child immediately. or i might just kidnap the next adorable kid i see.

*evil laughter*